i realised something after watching chrno crusade.
how we are really like.
we're all imperfect.
and we're all sinners.
we all contradict.
like the alpha and the omega.
the beginning and the end.
heaven and demons.
like ying and yang.
if one ceases to exist,so will the other.
bloodshed just for freedom?
contradiction in every way.
but yet why do people keep killing and waging wars?
human behaviour.
the natural thing we do is sacrifice others before oneself.
because in truth,humans are really greedy,selfish creatures.
but we cannot blame ourselves,it is natural instinct.
everyone thinks that the purest will always stay pure.
but no.
anyone can be swayed.
like aion's influence over rosette.
love can be a handful.
like how chrno and joshua fought over rosette.
and destroyed the whole city.
what keeps us from attaining our goals sometimes?
the past.
it comes back to haunt.
in some part of our lives we will suffer.
and why?
karma would be a good answer.
we need to atone for our sins.
whether commited in the present or the past.
it could've been one's present life that'd committed it.
but we are all just in a vessel.
a temporary vessel.
why do people fear death so much?
because life is valuable?
it is true that living sometimes might make one think that they are living in hell.
and to make us treasure life more,
the superior beings have changed our view of heaven and hell.
people think heaven is wonderful and hell is just hellish.
and people all know that they have committed sins.
so everyone fears ending up in hell.
i dont know whether anyone else feels that way.
but yes,that's how i feel.
apostles.
they dont really exist in person.
or do they?
they do.
in every single one of us,
there is at least a trace of an apostle,
whether it is just a tiny bit or a whole.
there are not only 7 apostles.
but as many as whatever living thing lives and breathes.
not just humans.
sometimes we all need a miracle.
and the person who delivers the miracle might not always be the supreme beings.
but it could be yet another human.
and even the most unlikely person.
could be a saint.
have you ever thought whether justice and violence can go together?
yes they can.
justice is brought when violence is wrought.
but it is not always the case.
perhaps we should all spend a little time soul searching.
do we really know ourselves?
